Drive (Live at 2008 TDM annual music award) Video by (The) Real Us - Myspace Video

Drive (Live at 2008 TDM annual music award) Video by (The) Real Us - Myspace Video

Remember the days that we stand alone
forgetting where we should go
After all, it seems, the hopes and dreams we left behind are fading away
Somehow I believe...

Back in the time we strive, we fight
for all the tears we'd hide
To make sacrifice for the ones we love, they put their trust in us
Now that I believe in you

Take a rest and catch a breath, live my way and be who I am
the time has come, for us to shine, we sparkle like the starlight
The miracles have come so far, the dream has took us where we are
Believe in faith will take us high
I'm ready now to take the wheel and drive to life.


Its just too tiring, looking at the mirror with your own reflection, you see
its the past that we never take the chances to be

Deep down inside I realised
For the days have gone, and what am I suppose to do now, I can't see
Why should I believe

If that's the only words I said, I told the truth of my mind
The only thing you have to do is look into my eyes
Do you see the million color shine and the fairy tale that begin this story
The fire, the soul and the passion within, dress me up and live with dignity

Back in the time we strive, we fight
for all the tears we'd hide
To make sacrifice for the ones we love, they put their trust in us
Now that I believe..

Every time they point the finger at me and say,
"the world is looking and you gotta find another way to do this"
keep pushing me around and in the end I found nobody notice the way we sound.

Escape From My Life

No doubt about it, I have been feeling so upset for many days, or to say it more accurately, I have never been able to seek happiness for the days that I live in the U.S. I didn't find it yesterday, I don't find it today, and I don't believe that I would seek my happiness tomorrow.

I always tell myself that being in the U.S. is some kind of sorrows, because I feel like I'm living in an invisible prison. Since the first day of my residence, I have lived in the worst neighborhood of San Francisco. The neighborhood that I'm living is dirty, garbage everywhere, a lot of homeless with quite a number of drunks and drug dealers. Not to mention, the crazy guys or women who always yell out some fucking phrases on the street. Everyday I'm thinking how I can escape from this neighborhood, I tell myself if someday I can leave this neighborhood it will be my greatest relief.

For many people that you may not know me a lot, I'm a person who love traveling and hanging out in different places that I want to be, I also quite enjoy nightlife. Unfortunately, after I came to the country, I can't and I have never had an opportunity to do any of those because of my family's financial difficulties and the concerns of my own safety. I just mention that I live in a nasty neighborhood of San Francisco, I feel so scared every time when I get in and out from my home. I'm even more afraid to go outside at night, I want to protect myself from all the harassment and potential crimes in my neighborhood. Yes, it did help me to protect myself not being hurt, but it came with a price, I lost my social skills, having problem with people and becoming eccentric.

I really envy people who can travel around the country or outside the country, hanging out in many places with their friends, but except for envy, I can't do anything to have my dream becomes true, my dream is a distant dream, I can never realize my dream. Never, I was not able to realize it yesterday, I'm not able to realize it today, and I won't able to realize it tomorrow.

My life is always a song of sorrows. At this moment, what I really wish is to escape from the place that I'm living, escape from there means escape from my fucking life that I have suffered for many years, and it will be my greatest relief.


I feel down, and I guess the best way for me to smile again is to leave this nasty neighborhood forever. No other solutions can help me.

More about myself is still to come as I have decided to tell more about my story right here.

My Field Video Production Projects - Summer 2011

Since the beginning of this summer, I have been working on a number of video projects, I just want to share my two recent video projects, it may not be the best, but it is my painstaking effort...

BCST 145 Project 2 - The Labor Of Transportation Clean Version- Summer 2011

Hey, folks! I just decided to have you guys to watch something cool! This is the newest video project that I was working in a group. The title of the video is "The Labor Of Transportation", it is a satire of the flaws of different transportation tools. Hope you can enjoy it!